I know. For shame--I had a groove going, writing on the regular, and then I leave the city for four consecutive weekends and... I'm afraid this post will be all disjointed.
I just got back from 8 days on the island of Vieques: with a tan, a bit of a sinus infection (kicking the habit!), and a jellyfish sting to show for it. In my real life, I take astoundingly little time to slow down--if i have an hour free in the city, I fill it. Have we met? I'm the one on the subway tapping away at my phone furiously sending emails
waiting to be sent. So it was oddly unsettling to be so relaxed and far from things for so long (but don't worry, we still had 3G service). It was also completely delectable not teetering on heels for a week or bothering to wash the sea water from my hair (um, the whole week). I can't help but think of that great quote from Mel Brooks' great Space Balls--"Princess, take ONLY what you need to survive" and she takes the four LV suitcases and the industrial hairdryer (druish princesses--my dad uses that joke with me entirely too often). Well, apparently what I needed to survive eight days (with my family!) on a tiny Caribbean island (wild horses! bioluminescent algae! roosters!) was an assortment of floral rompers (from my Baltimore thrift pillaging sessions), my Panama (from Argentina, hah) and one faded denim shirt with a black stallion patch on the pack. Needless to say, I was in early 90's (or Chloe Sevs for OC) heaven, while my mother raised her eyebrow at what really were some fugtastically bad looks.
Also, my brother was highly ashamed that against my better judgment I watched Twilight on the plane. I don't really want to discuss this, yet feel compulsive about admitting it.
To compensate for this, I immersed myself in some decidedly un-fashion reading: Frank O'Hara's anthology (worth its weight in gold even when you have to pay per pound on Cape Air). Ah, how does one even begin to talk about Frankie, brilliance upon brilliance, wit upon rythym, and the devastating kickers. Also, I finally cracked open Susan Sontag's Colected Essays which continue to blow my mind, and you should take the time to revisit her Notes on Camp.
With O'Hara and Sontag, all i could think was how
relevant--their pursuit of taste, O'Hara in the 50's, Sontag in the 60's. Their words resound with the type of sensibilities I appreciate (or judge...or create) aesthetics by. It's all intertwined: fashion and social interactions and romance and revulsion and pleasure and beauty. Sontag writes of any aesthetic work, "in almost every case, our manner of appearing is our manner of being. The mask is the face." There's also that delicate balance of finesse and accomplishment and inauthenticity by way of force. "The greatest art seems secreted, not constructed." (Both quotes from
On Style)
Her Notes on Camp is particularly relevant to the hipster phenomenon of sharply honed irony and meta-awareness and the obviousness of it all (see exhibit
A), yet i find myself swimming in the midst of this quote: "To name a sensibility, to draw its contours and to recount its history, requires a deep sympathy modified by revulsion."
Andre, are you feeling me?
I also dented distinguished art critic Peter Schjeldahl's
Let's See (New Yorker writing compilation) at the behest of the wonderful Olivia. Each column is better than the next, and the man writes so well he clearly conveys the nearly unintelligible. Find his reviews of John Currin, Nan Goldin, Alexander Calder, Picasso and Matisse, and more,
here! I'll pepper this post with more quotes from him later.
So the bottom line is that I feel all kinds of refreshed and invigorated, and when thinking about upcoming projects, just want to immerse myself in such smart challenging sources from obscenely intelligent people-- far away from all the same old shit magazines, street style blogs, and Balmain jackets (though they really are delirious on, $11,000 worth of love). And you should read all these books and please try and forget that I mentioned that thing about Twilight. And if you can't forget, read
this amazing article published in the Atlantic Monthly about why its worth seeing.
Photo Credit, artist Shira Toren aka my mom